oh shit it comes to the dawn again.i mean  i have to go to bed soon.

 

since i was up for the whole night ,i'd better write down sth to show that i didnt waste my precious night，time and my life.

 

ok.amy mentioned <love actually> when we were chatting on msn today.i do agree it is sad if u watch this movie alone when it is xmas,but as i havent tried a real xmax in my city ,the only thing i can remember in this movie is hugh grant's gentle smiles and,hugs.yes , countless hugs.hugs with the families ,friends ,lovers,even strangers.and it was touching when i saw those hugs at the last part of the movie.tear comes .smile comes,when u rush at somebody.u feel safe and fullfilled when u get embraced and u can smile or cry ,doesnt matter. u do whatever u want to bring out ur feeling.sometimes,u dont even do anything else ,and a very deep hug will tell all the story.

 

living in this city for over 20 year(oh jeez,that long?!),i am freeing my self these years.i got my first amazing hug from a great mentor abt 3 years ago and from then,i started to sink into the western like culture. a new way to live and a good way to get the freedom .i thought so at the first place at least.it changed in lately year but the thing i still trust is , be yourself and do what u want to do.do not hesitate .i hesitated once which is that i should gave sb. a hug but i didnt. i really should. i dono if that could help if i did so ,but since i didnt ,i lost the chance to try my best.

 

now i really lost my point and need to go to bed .it is the morning.

good morning~